Day 1 - The New Journey Begins

So I read Lesson 1 in the book last night.  I actually found it very interesting because it had me write down a bunch a reactions/subjects of feelings that I have and it ended with prayer.  I am a very organizedType A kind of personality, therefore, it it very hard for me to give up any kind of control even though I know I need to turn my heart and feelings over to God.  In speaking of that I am planning on returning to church this next Sunday to get back into the fellowship I so desperately need.